In the Season 4 finale, Steven continues to delve deeper into his bad habits as we inch closer to his rebirth into adulthood. Join us as we traverse the rocky terrains of middle school, high school, and young adulthood! Thanks for joining us this season.Af Clara Youtz

Steven's story spans his entire young life. In this episode we begin to trace the bad habits of his young adulthood back to the trauma of his childhood and the early trouble of his middle school years. Steven was one of my favorite interview guests in all four seasons of doing Life Is Trash because of his complete transparency--I hope you'll learn …

This week we are BLESSED to be rejoined by Season 1 guest Kristi! We dive in to her passion and how she managed to turn it into her vocation. This one is a little extra full of ambition, laughter, and hope to get you through this mad time. I hope you enjoy!Af Clara Youtz

Friend of the podcast Hannah returns this week to talk work, life, and disappointments. Plus, lots more discussion about mundanity in all its forms. Hope you're all staying healthy and sane during this mad time!Af Clara Youtz

Ed is a drummer, producer, and friend of the podcast who just so happens to have a dream music industry job in London. This week, Ed takes us through the dissolution of his dreams of rockstar fame and into the equally fulfilling world of behind-the-scenes work. Join us for this portrait of post-university panic.…

Kira is about to take a leap of faith. A big one. Ready to strike out on a new adventure, Kira tells us about preparing for her first out of state move, anticipates the trials of co-habitating with a partner, and trusting herself in the process.Af Clara Youtz

Peter is an arborist, father, cross fitter, and husband to season one guest Kristi. Peter takes us inside his affair and the intense healing process of rebuilding his marriage in its wake.Af Clara Youtz

Laurel did everything “right” but it didn’t stop her from losing her job and having to start all over again. This week, we hear the story of what went down and how Laurel rebuilt herself professionally.Af Clara Youtz

Tabitha is a fire dancer, hula hooper, mother of two, and all around bad ass! In the season 4 premier we dive in to teen homelessness, early motherhood, fractured relationships and more. Buckle up and let’s dive in to some trash!Af Clara Youtz

In the conclusion to our three-part series, Pam recounts the beautiful turn her life took. From travel, to spiritual fulfillment, to the great love of her life, Pam's resurrection is hard-won and a joy to witness. Get ready to dive in to the season 3 finale.Af Clara Youtz

In Part 2, Pam recounts the most difficult years of her adulthood. Content Warning: this episode contains more explicit content about domestic violence and domestic abuse so, as always, please take a moment to check in with yourself before listening. If you're ready, let's dive in.Af Clara Youtz

Hello Comrades in Trash! As you'll notice, today's episode is a part one--Pam is 71 years old and, in my mind, that merits multiple episodes. Join us as we retrace Pam's early life and the failures and tragedies she overcame in those formative years. As always, please take a second to check in with yourself as today's episode contains graphic conte…

JC is a brewer, a creative, and a believer in everyday magic. Join us this week as we dive into his worst professional failure to date. Note: You may hear some gaps in the audio where names have been edited out for privacy purposes.Af Clara Youtz

Mike is a fellow maker, the possessor of one of the best speaking voices on planet Earth, and an absolutely delightful conversationalist. This week we get into missed opportunities, ambition, and the respectable length for shorts. Get ready to dive in.Af Clara Youtz

Ever felt stuck in a prison of your own making? Maybe a prison of fear? So has Madison, and this week we're lucky enough to get a look inside her mind as we dissect fear as failure. Get cozy and get ready to dive into this week's steaming serving of trash!Af Clara Youtz

Andrew is a vessel of fun facts, a barista, and the human embodiment of Pink Himalayan Salt. He is also the former keeper of my sanity in a work environment. Needless to say, he is a human angel and this week we finally get the opportunity to hear his words of wisdom. Get ready to dive in.Af Clara Youtz

Bri is a witty, wonderful conversationalist currently getting her Master’s degree in social work. This week on the podcast she opens up about her longtime struggle with depression and the many ways poor mental health can feel like failing. Bri’s humor and candor make this an episode you certainly won’t want to miss.…

This week's guest is one of my favorite lyricists and an all around switched-on, self-aware human. Evan and I discuss the break-up of his band Motherhood which you can listen to here (to hear the bop we reference in our conversation) and here (to hear my personal fave Motherhood track). Buckle up and get ready for another deep-dive into failure.…

Welcome to Season 3 tender bübüs!! As you know, we're diving into failure stories this season and we're kicking things off with Alex: a birth doula, a photographer, and a truly hysterical person. She wowed me with her courage and vulnerability in this episode as we discussed the dissolution of her marriage and road to independence. Buckle up and ge…

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Things get REALLY REAL this week as OG friend of the podcast, Hannah Hibbs, and I catch each other up on grief, mental health diagnoses, and our lives one year on from the inception of the podcast! Don't forget to reserve your Life Is Trash t-shirt by April 1, 2019 by going to our website and selecting your size and color! Lurvvvv youssss and see y…

On the season 2 finale of Life Is Trash, I'm joined by one of my most cherished loved ones. She is a producer, a musician, a photographer, a great mind, AND...an Aquarius. Lol you thought you were getting outta this season without an astrology reference?! Anywho, enjoy listening to Emilie and I hanging out and diving inside her brain. Listen to the…

Her's is the charismatic two-piece indie outfit of Stephen Fitzpatrick and Audun Matthias Laading. The boys joined me for a quippy chat about all things Her's, life in a band, and only two pretentious muso-uni-reunion moments. You're welcome. They also recount their terrifying run-in with Jack Sparrow's drugged out counterpart in London...Join us! …

Today’s guest is a darling friend of mine. We dive in to identity crises, tree wardens, and being the only gay in the village in Austria…BONUS POINTS if you got that reference and you’re not English! Anywho, get comfy and get ready to fall for Katy.Af Clara Youtz

This week we're diving in to identity, intellectual rappers, and clogging some pipes in a university pub! Buckle up, and join me in welcoming my tattoo twin (and very dear friend) CJ to the Life Is Trash sound space.Af Clara Youtz

Aside from being one of my two favorite Canadians, Jen is an alt-rock priestess, a budding animator and one of the most creative eyeshadow applicators on the fucking planet. Saddle up and dive in to the hell of girls' school, tragic art heroes, midlife crises, and subsuming your selfish woes to examine the world around you.…

Mattie is a dashing multi-instrumentalist and a hell of a good banter buddy. Join us this week as we dive into the trash that is formal education, divorce, and reconnecting with your pure enjoyment of creating. Also his bone structure. You can follow Mattie on Instagram to stay updated on his impending musical releases.…

Saam is a third-culture kid, a thoughtful speaker, and one of the most tender sound wizards currently trekking the globe. You may know Saam as the bassist from Oya Paya, the production guru behind Her's, or from his own electronic project as Cobble. However you've come to know him, buckle up and get ready to dive into his fabulous brain.…

Charlotte is a theater director, an educator, and a hell of a good time. Join us this week as we discuss crises of confidence, pursuing your creative dreams with reckless abandon, and exercising to Madonna.Af Clara Youtz

Joining us all the way from Singapore, this week’s guest is a smooth-voiced, rhythmically blessed ray of sunshine. Currently back in the UK pursuing his musical ambitions as the drummer in alt-rock outfit Oya Paya, Ashwin opens up about the challenges of immigration, injuries, and working towards seemingly impossible goals.…

Rob is a singer-songwriter-photographer-bartender-human extraordinaire. He's the definition of a hustler, incredibly thoughtful and well spoken, aaaaand did I mention he's an incredible party companion? This week we're talking about mental health, renegotiating our visions for our own happiness and the double-edged sword of building a global life. …

Welcome to Season 2 of Life Is Trash! Over the next few months we're diving into the trashiness of being a young creative entrepreneur. Though most of our guests are musicians and producers, their insights and insecurities are universal. To kick off our new season, I am joined by I See Rivers: a float-folk trio from Norway who currently operate out…

Welcome back to Life Is Trash! Also, happy whatever you do in the moodier months to keep the big SADs away! To celebrate, I rounded up some of our pals from Season 1 for a little soiree of boxed wine, mediocre snacks, community, and of course, a little content creation. So grab a glass o' somethin', snuggle down, and get ready to reconnect with you…

Surprise! You all had such great questions for me during season one that I thought I'd sit down and try to answer a few for you. Be sure to visit the website lifeistrashpod.net and check out the musical genius of Saam Jafarzadeh (Cobble, Oya Paya) and the musical arm of LIT's logo designer Audun Laading (Her's) P.S. SINCEREST APOLOGIES FOR MISPRONO…

When considering how I wanted to leave this inaugural season of Life Is Trash, my friend Demi instantly came to mind. She is wise beyond her years, a brilliant mind, and actual human medicine that I think we all could really use right now...Enjoy, my sweet comrades in trash and let's meet back here in January!…

Kristi is fiery, hilarious and ripped as hell. She's also the mother of two littles, a partner dealing with the aftermath of infidelity, and a boss ass bitch who's building her life with intention day by day. Join us as we dive in to topics ranging from the performative nature of motherhood to gallons and gallons of lube. You're welcome.…

Zac is a dear friend, a critical thinker, and a bonafide human sparkle. Join us as we talk about Fixer Upper, non-monogamy, and his experience as a trans boy in the world. Go forth with open minds and open hearts.Af Clara Youtz

This week on Life Is Trash we're joined by a total anomaly: a well-adjusted, serene human being. Tee is thoughtful, beautiful, and wise beyond her years. Join us as we talk about the loss of a friend, the importance of community, and her vision for the future as a community organizer. Bonus: you get to hear me bumble along nervously in her presence…

Haaaaave you ever felt your heart being stomped into a million pieces, your dreams shattering and your plans for the future disintegrate before your eyes? This episodes for you! Join Hana and I as we dig in to being a bi-cultural kid, the facade of daily interactions, and the utter trash of first heartbreak.…

Brandi is an even-keeled queen from Memphis, TN via Southern California who is single-handedly keeping me together at work. Join us as we discuss the effects of having family with mental illness, periods, and the horrifying state of our nation. She's sure to calm your nerves.Af Clara Youtz

Greg is an academic, a classical composer, and also my dad! Join us for an hour of laughter, wisdom, and tales from his many run-ins with disaster. Heads up: if you're a person who always wished their life was a bit more like a Kerouac novel, this episode is for you.Af Clara Youtz

Erich is a new friend, a co-worker and a total legend. He bared his soul for us and the lessons in love, compassion and identity are immense! This week's episode is one of the most open, honest and vulnerable conversations I've ever had the pleasure of participating in, and I hope you find the humanity and the healing within.…

Ever dropped out of college? Ever wondered what chemicals can cause membrane deterioration? Ever dated totally trash human beings? Ever experienced the terrifying, aimless shlog that is your 20s? Ever had a fabulous idea, but were a little too timid to try? So has Julie! This week's conversation is surprising, funny and just as labyrinthine as life…

This week's guest is one of my nearest and dearest; the wise, witty, and wonderful Hannah. Join us as we unpack anxiety/depression, grief, toxic relationships and the major bummer of maintaining your space. Buckle up. Despite the depth of the subject matter, you're about to laugh harder than you have in months. May Hannah's radiant energy bring you…

I wouldn't expect anyone to share intimate details about their worst experiences without first sharing my own. On the inaugural episode of Life Is Trash, I open up about the last year of my life with the help of one of my dearest friends.Af Clara Youtz

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