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Mike and Doug dive into a candid conversation exploring themes of chaos, music, and the rising feminine energy in today’s world as well as the wild dance of the human experience, holding space for both the serious and the playful. Highlights: Divine Feminine Rising: Mike shares a oncert experience that led to a deep connection with feminine energy,…

In this raw and unfiltered episode, Mike and Doug dive deep into the emotional whirlwind of the recent election results, expressing their frustrations, disappointments, and hopes for the future. They navigate complex topics like voter turnout, the power of social media echo chambers, and how political figures shape—and sometimes divide—our percepti…

Mike and Doug catch up after a break, covering everything from luggage durability tests to the strange world of TikTok rabbit holes. They dive into echo chambers, politics leading up to the election, and the odd realities of air travel. Highlights: Doug’s quest for the toughest carry-on luggage. Mike’s deep dive into TikTok, from Secret Lives of Mo…

Mike is joined by Ann Amberg, M.C.S., M.A., depth psychology & ecopsychological scholar, and visionary guide, to explore how reconnecting with the Earth and its archetypal forces can transform our relationship with ourselves and the world around us. They dive into the erotic nature of the Earth, the power of longing, and the archetypal patterns tha…

This episode is also available on YouTube Mike is joined by Stephanie Brinkerhoff and Kelli Christine for a heartfelt and insightful discussion about their personal journeys out of Mormonism, the healing power of psychedelics, and navigating the complex emotions that come with deconstructing religious belief systems. They explore topics like spirit…

Mike and Doug dive deep into the daily struggle of self-perception—are you a badass Samurai Warrior or... a Horny Santa Claus? Mike shares how his recent beach trip involved a self-baptism (because, why not?) and Doug introduces the golden rule: “You can’t force the night.” It's all about embracing your vibe, whether you're rocking the Samurai or c…

Mike and Doug delve into deep reflections about self-love, body positivity, and the shame associated with personal pleasures rooted in their religious upbringing. The duo humorously tackles their experiences with masturbation, cultural guilt, and the journey of reclaiming self-compassion. Key Topics: Doug’s experience with self-love and the epiphan…

In this episode, Doug and Mike explore the dangers of taking things literally and how that impacts both religion and science. They also dive into the mysteries of the universe, share their thoughts on the recent presidential debate, and reflect on the cultural phenomena of The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives. Key topics include: The Problem with Liter…

We are joined by Karlee Ana, host of The Big Seen Podcast! We delve into the intricacies of spiritual awakening, the challenges of navigating personal intuition, and the tension between ego and higher self, including: Key Takeaways: Spiritual Awakening: Karlee shares her intense spiritual experiences that began with a seemingly random event and evo…

Here is a brief summary of the episode courtesy of our overlords at ChatGPT. All hail: Episode Description: In this episode, Doug and Mike take you on a wild ride from golf memes to deep ancestral connections, all while questioning why Doug is always off golfing alone. They dive into the weird and wonderful ways we project our expectations onto the…

Trigger Warning: This episode includes a brief discussion around the themes of sexual assualt and consent. Please make your personal mental health top priority. Doug and Mike discuss the olympics, the last supper, American pride, J.D. Vance, owning our shadow, their first masturbation stories, and give a loving tribute to all the couches they've f*…

Happy Pie N' Beer Day! In honor of our pioneer forebears, Doug and Mike question the concept of sacrifice, exploring its roots in religious teachings, cultural narratives, and personal experiences. They discuss the psychological impact of growing up with the idea that sacrifice is necessary for blessings and challenge the validity of this belief. D…

Mike and Doug dive into the complexity of modern life and the draw to more simplicity. They discuss the impact of technology on our mental health, the importance of reconnecting with nature, and the escalating tensions in society. They also reflect on personal experiences, nostalgia, and the need to find balance amidst chaos.…

We welcome back special guest Suzy Baker as we breakdown topics such as faith, skepticism, spirituality, patriotism and our relationship to Jesus as we explore questions such as: In what ways can skepticism and spirituality coexist? How can we redefine our relationship with religious figures like Jesus? What role does community and cultural identit…

Doug and Mike return from a brief hiatus to share tales of Doug's wild and difficult mushroom trip, Mike's unexpected kiss with a flamboyant stranger, writing music, masculinity, primal rage, ketamine cavemen and much more.Af Mormons On Mushrooms

Mike and Doug delve into the fear of death, the desire for excitement, the acceptance of our impulses, and the shame that keeps us from fully living.Af Mormons On Mushrooms

Doug and Mike reflect on recent concert experiences touching on themes of fear, self-expression, and owning your magic. What lies on the other side of fear? Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing listeners and magical community. If you’d like to energetically contribute to what we’re creating, there are se…

Mike is joined by Stephanie and Kelli, discussing Stephanie's recent dream about Timothee Chalamet, while exploring self-discovery, interdependence, and meeting our inner needs and desires, including: Challenges Post-Mormonism: Difficulties of rediscovering oneself and forming healthy relationships after leaving the Mormon faith, including the need…

Peter returns! We discuss what has changed over the last several years and reflect on our respective journeys since the beginning of the podcast, discussing personal growth, community building, and navigating the transition periods of life, including: Highs and lows of community building - roles of leadership and the challenges of creating communit…

Doug and Mike dive into the intersection of altered states of consciousness, personal experiences, and the quest for meaning. They explore the contrasts between feelings of nihilism and love, the role of rituals, and the impact of societal structures on individual beliefs and experiences: Shares recent medicine journeys Ego dissolution and its impl…

Mike and Doug discuss: Landing on their new band name "Bombadilio" AI and art Mormon mission trauma and never being alone The impact of the church's teaching that former sins return Alternating the polarities of lying and sharing too much Authentic musical expression And much more Follow along with Bombadilio: Instagram: @bombadilio_music Twitch (L…

Doug and Mike share tales from their wildly inspiring weekend at "Something Chill on a Friday Night" and chat about the harsh return to the daily grind, sharing their thoughts on creativity, life transitions, and the magic of community, including: A look back at a weekend filled with so many magical beings The comedown from peak experiences to the …

Brandon Crockett and Cody Noconi are the co-producers of the documentary "EntheoMagus," a 40-minute introduction to the psychedelic origins of Mormonism. The film is having free screenings the weekend of April 27-29th in Salt Lake City and in Portland, OR May 11th. Tickets to the showings can be found in the links below. In this episode, they discu…

If you want to hear more in-depth research on the entheogenic and magical traditions of Joseph Smith's family, this is the episode for you! This is far more detail than what is presented in the documentary EntheoMagus. In this episode, Alex presents the same lecture he gave at a public symposium in Salt Lake City in May 2023. There are visual slide…

Mike and Doug discuss the sexual basis of our instincts, along with vulnerability, sexual identity, fluidity and exploration and their upcoming show at Something Chill on a Friday Night Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing listeners and magical community. If you’d like to energetically contribute to what…

Mike and Stephanie vent recent frustrations around trying to figure out life in middle age after leaving Mormonism, including: Feeling disproportional amounts of guilt, shame and fear Ex-Mormon Rumspringas The call to live a slower lifestyle Public projection and perception Embracing life's uncertainties And much more... Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways…

We're switching up the vibe this week, sharing a few of the songs we have written over the last few years. Come on in, take off your shoes, sit beside the fire, and join us in Flavor Country! Songs: 4:37 - Made from Stars 8:50 - Business Man 12:42 - Laman's Courage 14:53 - Austin Nights 18:47 - Kid's Song 20:57 - Hallelujah 24:23 - Mighty Fine 28:1…

Mike and Doug discuss being present with, navigating and processing difficult and painful emotions, as well as: Community Capitalism Disney songs Alchemy And more... We are all in this together and "in the dark there are no strangers" Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing listeners and magical community. …

Mike and Doug discuss navigating the ebbs and flows of everyday life, learning to not take life too seriously and to find beauty in the mundane. We discuss: Slowing life down Altar practices and fostering connection with ancestors (dancing with our ghosts) Valuing the unrecorded, intimate experiences of life Our shifting relationship with alcohol a…

We are joined by Dr. David Madow, host of the Microdose U podcast! Dr. David Madow is a retired dentist and former key opinion leader in the dental profession. Currently he is the founder and host of the “Microdose U” podcast, where he shares the story of reversing his life of anxiety and depression through microdosing magic mushrooms. “Microdose U…

We've got a steamy one for you this week! We are joined by exmo artists Elyse and Larena from MOTHERMARY to chat all about sexual repression, shame and creative expression. Elise and Larena share their Mormon exit stories, hitting on topics such as: Creepy, overly-explicit Bishop interviews Temple names Shame around Sexual experiences Ways we tried…

Am I lonely? Or am I just chilling with myself? Doug and Mike chat more about heartbreak, creating art and being alone with ourselves. Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing listeners and magical community. If you’d like to energetically contribute to what we’re creating, there are several ways to do so: B…

Wendy Montgomery returns the podcast as Mike and Doug chat with her all about the Ennegram, a dynamic personality system that identifies nine unique types, each with distinct motivations and behaviors. We discuss how it can be used to: Offer deep insights into personal patterns, childhood woundings and growth opportunities Gain self-awareness, impr…

Stephanie sits down with Bob Peck, author of the book Original Sin Is A Lie! Bob Peck is a festival award-winning filmmaker, author, lawnmower, meditator, and a spiritual student of Christ, Krishna, the Buddha, and Paramahansa Yogananda. With bachelor’s degrees in Religious Studies & Radio-TV-Film from the University of Texas, he has made ‘consciou…

Brandon and Jadryn continue their discussion exploring the role of a facilitator in psychedelic experiences and how to find them through GoodFacilitators.com, emphasizing the facilitator's responsibility to create a safe and supportive environment, specifically in regards to the legalities of psilocybin use in Oregon and how to find the right facil…

We are joined by Suzy Baker, co-founder of the Psychedelic Assembly, to talk all about the Assembly and this Friday's (1/19/24) Psychedelic Expo After Party in Salt Lake City that the Assembly is hosting. But first, Suzy shares her journey from Mormon missionary to psychedelic enthusiast! Suzy Baker is the co-founder of the Psychedelic Assembly, th…

Mike and Doug reflect on the new year while exploring the complexity of grief, death, separation and divorce, discussing: Lack of acceptance for grief in society, especially around separation and divorce Grief as constant part of life that should be acknowledged and discussed openly Hypocrisy of tithing Importance of being present and releasing emo…

Summary In this conversation, Jadryn and Brandon discuss various topics related to psychedelics and Mormonism and specifically Jadryn’s role as a legally certified psychedelic facilitator in the state of Oregon: The history of psychedelics in America and the influence of other religions and spiritual practices Martin Luther King Jr.'s PhD thesis on…

Mike and Doug discuss their complicated relationship with Christmas and the tension between old traditions and the desire for new ones. Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing listeners and magical community. If you’d like to energetically contribute to what we’re creating, there are several ways to do so: …

Stephanie sits down with Jared Ray Gilmore to discuss all things Jungian, including alchemy, dreams, holding paradox, and so much more! Jared Ray's skills and interests encompass music, psychology, spirituality, and much more. With his background as an audio engineer, piano technician, music producer, pianist, and composer, Jared combines his techn…

In what might be our most powerful and important episode yet, we sit down with the anonymous V, a former Mormon turned sex worker from Utah, who fearlessly takes us behind the curtain revealing the intimate details of her life. From the unexpected joys to the challenges she's faced, V opens up about the profound healing, beauty and self-empowerment…

An episode about life, ancestors, and learning to drum along with our Mormon demons. Enjoy! Call to Adventure Embark on your personal journey of self-discovery, with one of our qualified guides ready to assist you in depth coaching, dreamwork, tarot reflections, human design and more. Website: yourcalltoadventure.net Instagram: @yourcalltoadventure…

We bust out our scripture mastery skills and dissect a couple of verses from the gnostic Gospel of Thomas. When riding the rollercoaster of our life, perhaps it's time we let go of our tight grip on the lap bar, raise our arms, and lean into the ride! Jesus said, "Lucky is the lion that the human will eat, so that the lion becomes human. And foul i…

Stephanie and Mike discuss somatics, body consciousness, kundalini awakenings, chakras, the archetype of the Black Madonna, and much more! How can we begin to heal our mind/body split? How can we start living more comfortably within our bodies? Links: Marion Woodman - Dreams Marion Woodman - Sitting By The Well Rolfing Stephanie's Instagram Call to…

We circle around a bunch of topics coming up for us including Doug's traumatic costume parties, the ejaculatory vibration of Om, Killers of the Flower Moon, and a lot more. Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing listeners and magical community. If you’d like to energetically contribute to what we’re creati…

Mike is joined by Serva Moradi, Jungian depth coach, to chat about the benefits of depth psychology, dreams and working with our inner daimon (or diva). The daimon is often described as an inner guiding force or impulse that shapes an individual's life and destiny. It's the idea that each person has a unique, intrinsic purpose or calling that drive…

Dreams, fears, goals, ambitions, and adventures! We kind of talk about everything, but, you know... not everything. Music credit to Desert Locust and Flavor Country.Af Mormons On Mushrooms

Emotions are like gas, better out than in! We get into our feelings and open up about our emotional year. Music credit to Desert Locust and Flavor Country. Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing listeners and magical community. If you’d like to energetically contribute to what we’re creating, there are sev…

We are joined again but the one and only, Chrissie Fire Mane to discuss the power of gathering in community as well as her upcoming equinox gathering in Southern California: Equilux Equinox Gathering Co-Founder of MANA, Chrissie has always been guided and impassioned by the idea of empowering people to be creators. Named 'chaqaruna' or Bridge-Perso…